The Enigma of Desire

The following is an excerpt from my upcoming book “Escaping the Jaws of Feminism”. Sign up here for news about the unexpected romance. NO AI was used to write this story.

She looked at him all confused. “I can barely breathe, what’s wrong with me? “she thought.

His muscles were not obvious or big, but You could see he had been working out for years. Strength oozed from his posture.

“Are You just going to stand there with Your messy hair?” He finally asked to break the tension.

She didn’t know what to say. He had her right where he wanted.

Vulnerable. Afraid. Excited. Aroused.

Her tough exterior had been seen and penetrated from a mile away. It’s an act she used for the world, but Gabriel didn’t flinch when Amanda tried to boss him around.

He didn’t succumb to her control — something she was used to daily as a C-level executive for a multi-billion dollar company.

That’s what got her standing half-naked and knees trembling in the doorway of his bedroom.

She wanted to take the control back from him. 

“Exactly. I’m going to stay right here” she replied knowing subconsciously that she would have to use every part of her will not to jump into Gabriel’s arms.

She had already had sex with him multiple times in her head. More accurately — she had thought about how it would make her feel.

And for the first time in her life — she didn’t know. He was an enigma to her. Different, dark, scary, interesting, and most importantly — she couldn’t control him.

The first time they met she looked at him with her usual cold glance hoping to make him her little “puppy dog”. He didn’t comply. 

He did something that no one had ever done — he whispered in her ear instead “You seem so lost, yearning to be found.” And gave her a gentle but firm peck on her powdered cheek.

As a professional dating coach, this wasn’t his first rodeo with an outwardly masculine woman.

“Okay,” he murmured in his deep voice and walked up to her abruptly.

She didn’t know how to react to his swift movements, so she stood still. Intrigued by what he was about to do.

He looked deeper and deeper into her eyes as he continued towards her. He didn’t stare, his gaze was filled with desire for her. And she could sense it.

It was only a few steps from one end of the room to where she was standing but the moment was filled with anticipation — the sexual energy in the room palpable by every pore in Amanda’s body.

He stopped just inches from her, one more look into her eyes, a pause and a tender kiss on her lips which turned into a passionate taking of her senses with his tongue.

Her legs shaking, his hands moved as slowly as his tongue from her legs upward.

Gently, he caressed her until his hand was ready to move in the direction she was begging for with the movement of her body.

She was all his. Not knowing how she had gotten to that point — all she could think of was his fingers inside her.

As he slid his fingers into her dripping p*ssy — she moaned and bit her tongue. It had been a while.

His grip was strong but his fingers were soft as he stimulated her insides. By now she was grinding slowly on his hand, desperately shaking and yearning for faster movements.

He obliged, and Amanda shook with pleasure all over her body.

After coming to her senses, Amanda began to look around and think where to get on top of him, but Gabriel had other plans.

He gave her one more kiss before whispering in her ear “That’s enough for today. I’ll draw You a bath.”

Shocked to her core, she sat down as he walked towards his wide bathroom with a small bathtub.

After taking a bath, Amanda dried her hair and stepped back into the bedroom. 

Gabriel had prepared her a light snack, melons and macadamia nuts. She didn’t eat but appreciated the gesture.

He was waiting for her in bed, with her side of the bed uncovered by a blanket that was covering him. As an invite to come join him.

“He doesn’t want me to leave?” she thought but didn’t say anything. Neither did he.

She dropped the towel — completely naked, she crawled into the bed next to him.

He opened his arms, and she moved in with her back towards Gabriel. Neither of them said anything, no words necessary. 

They both drifted to sleep soon after that.

This was an excerpt from my upcoming book “Escaping the Jaws of Feminism”. Sign up here for news about the unexpected romance. NO AI was used to write this story.

Ian Altosaar